random night

Today weather turn good. A lil bit sunny yet cloudy.
Awake at 11am, had dinner on my own and sleep again for like quarter of hour then went out again.
Not sleepy afterwards and went for class. Kinda tired after that, but no mood of sleeping anymore. =x
It is night time now, suddenly felt that im alone. The house is so silent. I did not want to turn on the music as it indirectly tell me that im lonely.
Kinda pissed of myself and felt "energy-less". It is because i keep doing the wrong thing, not being smart and witty as i always thought like. It is all wrong..
Im just think like im the one i think of, but actually it's not !

Dont wana touch academic-related stuff for now as im still on holiday mood, and also emo mood perhaps. Should i slap myself for a better tomorrow zzz