凄美的夜晚

不知怎么的， 今夜的我不想睡。。 虽然已经深夜，却好无睡意。
那些无聊的昆虫显然向我挑战，向我施虐， 在我的身体画上一个个的小红印，献上它们的初吻，都扫了两次，还是满地都是，真让人心烦。
此刻的我，在琢磨着人的想法，我到底是怎么想的呢？你到底要的是什么呢？怎么样才会能让我更了解自己？ 别要我做和尚，也不要叫我进基督教。
人应该随兴吧？可是随兴可能会伤害到别人；人应该谨慎吧？谨慎的人往往都会因想太多而错过什么。。 人生怎么这么矛盾呀？
你可以够够力的影响我，可是。。我可以影响你么？我在你心里是什么位置呢？你是怕烦到我呢？还是我太烦着你了？

另外的，我的朋友遇到了第三人，我极力劝道离开他，因为她男友对她很好，实在是恩爱的一对！可是这第三人的出现，破坏了他们，而且这第三人，人人都说他的不是，可想而知他接近你是居心可测？也许我数他的不是你会不高兴，可是都是作为朋友的一些立场和看法。。。离开他吧，就算你做不到也得做，时间是最好的解药！ 别再越陷越深了！ 祝你天天开心！你可能看不到，只盼你能冲出迷障，做回可爱开心的你~！

还是睡觉了，又要扫虫 -.- 晚安~

i Wish

It's been a long time not updating this blog.. Well fb does satisfy my needs and i dont emo as others so often... Indirectly, this is a channel for me to express when I emo.. >_>
What i have done since the last post, hmm guess just some ordinary lifestyle... study sleep play exam bla bla.. and of course relaxing sem break... I did meet up with some good friends and we did had fun playing badminton... karaoke.. counter strike too until late night... and also yumcha session that cant be missed out. Result released and i was not dare to view it .. well it was not that bad as i imagined but thats the worst after i got into utar. Hope this will be the lowest so that i can maintain my cgpa and get good job after i graduate. Like what my brother said they interview you and evaluate you by cgpa.. Although i cant boost up until first class or so but hope that it wont be too low for my future. After all i still care about my result..

Another thing thats worth to share is that i made some new friends in ice breaking this semester :D it was fun joining this activity and making new friends. This year's was so different compared to last year's one.. we had two trial game sessions which allow us to try ourselves before the event day and we did have fun during the trial ! we splash each other and finally we were all wet haha... On the event day we did have fun too i guess, even though it was tiring X_X . Naughty me still go for Abox and pool on the same day ! luckily didn fall sick lolzz.. Last night we celebrated allen and tec birthday~ it was a moderate size of gathering but unfortunately hooi nin went for some stuff so she couldnt join us. It was a fun night playing games with all of you~! some funny brain tricks? lol witty or dummy one we all had fun laughing each other! Sigh, hope we can maintain our friendship and we can be long last friend =)

Today morning lecture was Customer Relation Management... When the lecturer conducted, he talked about relationship with customers but well the whole chapter can be apply to couple relationship. I was so interested to see whether i can learn something to maintain relationship with others but at the same time someone is not responding to my initiates... i feel so down.. Am i fated to fail in love matters? I hate being passive and dumb... sigh lets get well soon..

why boy changes

好男人的定義是甚麼？

壞男人的定義是甚麼？

你會知道

男人其實本不壞

十歲以前，他什麼都不懂，就不說了。

十三歲的時候，開始對女孩有好感，但是那時候他離女孩遠遠的，並且以討厭女孩自居，生怕被同伴嘲笑。

十四歲的時候，聽到大人們說某某男人好花，把女朋友甩了，女孩自殺了。

他覺得這人真狠毒，自己將來一定要做個癡情的男人，一定要一生只愛一個人。

十五歲的時候，他喜歡上了一個女孩，但是他不敢和她說。仍然和往常一樣，臟兮兮的在灰土飛揚的操場上踢球。只在女孩走出校門的時候，躲在二層的窗戶上看她的背影，他覺得她一定是個天使。

十六歲的時候，有個女孩喜歡上了他，但是他離她很遠，心裏面只有自己那個女孩，他覺得看別的女孩都是對她的不忠。

十七歲的時候，看了一個MTV，感動得想哭；他想，如果自己的女孩失去了雙眼，他一定會像男主角會毫不猶豫的把自己的眼睛給她，讓她能看到光明。

十八歲的時候，高考了。終於和自己暗戀的女孩分別，坐火車去學校的時候，感覺自己離她越來越遠，心像被掏空了一樣。還在想自己一定不會忘記她，等到自己成功以後一定要去找她。

十九歲的時候，聽到有人講黃色笑話，覺得這人真可恥。

二十歲的時候，她的回信中告訴他，自己有了男朋友。他為此偷偷的哭了一個晚上。

二十一歲的時候，他向一個女孩表白，女孩說：「你是個好人，可是我還小。」他想，我的確是個好人，然後他說：「沒關係，我可以等妳。」

心想，我不會像那些花心的人一樣，三年五年我也能等。

二十二歲的時候，聽說自己還小的女孩跟一個帥哥戀愛了。他很納悶，長大原來可以這樣快。

二十三歲的時候，他又向一個女孩表白，女孩說：「你是個好人，可是我並不適合你。」他納悶很久，我是好人，妳怎麼還不適合我呢？

二十四歲的時候，他又追求一個女孩，女孩接受了他。他開始很幸福的為未來拼搏，他想，一時的開心只是暫時的，只有努力拼搏，他和她才能有快樂的未來，但是，半年以後，女孩和他分手了，只是因為另外一個男孩會說讓她開心的話。女孩說：「你是個好人，是我對不起你。」

至此，他似乎明白了問題所在－－他是個好人！

二十五歲的時候，他開始墮落。打扮得時尚而酷，而且漸漸的學習著討好女孩的話。不久，他有了個女朋友，雖然他對她也很好，可是，他心裏知道，自己並不愛。

二十六歲的時候，他和女孩分手了。他對女孩說：「妳是個好女孩，是我對不起妳。」

二十七歲歲的時候，他嘗試了一夜情，發現別人能做的，自己也一樣。

二十八歲的時候，他學會了講黃色笑話，並且以看旁邊的女孩子臉紅為樂趣。

二十九的時候，他忽然發現自己變得很有能力追求到女孩，但是卻沒有了愛的能力。

其實每個男孩，本來都是想做一個感情專一的好男人的。

其實每個男孩，本來看女孩子都是看臉而不是身材。

其實每個男孩，本來都是不會講黃色笑話的。

其實每個男孩，本來都是渴望愛一個人直到永遠的。

只是，沒有任何女孩愛這樣的男孩，她們覺得這樣的男孩太幼稚，太古板，沒有情趣。

於是男孩開始改變，變成女孩喜歡的那種
嘴角掛著壞壞表情。

開始學會說甜言蜜語而不是心裏想說的話。

開始學會假裝關心，學會給女孩送小飾物討好她，學會如何追求，如何把握愛情。

或者看破紅塵，遊戲情場，成為女人很恨的那種男人。

他們可以很容易俘獲女孩子的心，但是他們也會在黑的夜裏叼著煙流淚。

心裏有愛的時候，沒有女孩；有了女孩，卻永遠沒有了愛的感覺！

當男人聽到女人抱怨世上沒有一個好男人時候，他們不會再去努力做個好男人，只是微笑著擦肩而過。

當你的身邊出現一個對感情傻酣酣　　也許生活沒有情趣

也許嘴巴不甜
也許囉嗦　也許長得不出色　也許對於自己感情執著

對於愛情充滿憧憬的男人

請不要再傷害他們...請不要再抱怨天底下的好男人都死哪去了

因為....他們出現時妳們不曾珍惜過......

-Tagged by TuCk- belated

1. 我的大名：Sing Kit
2. 我的生日：28/04
3. 誰傳給你的：my dude bro tuck tuck xD
4. 說出五個好朋友：Fei fat, tuck tuck , burger, seng loon, caiching, (actually this is sensitive, i trying not to affect others X_X)
5. 生日想要得到什麼禮物：wallet, something meaningful made D.I.Y ly
6. 近期開心的是：peace recently
7. 近期壓力大的是: Sem 2 im like getting rot
8. 未來想做什麼：normal human lor, wana be top in my industry
9. 有沒有喜歡的人：no. love matter sucks
10. 同學會要回去找老師嗎：no gathering pun
11. 跟誰出去最幸福：My aiya brothers sisters
12. 如果你的兩個好友吵架了：It depends
13. 跟情人出去最想去哪: Stay home sleep lor
14. 聖誕節要做啥：Wish to visit genting again to feel the cold and artificial snow( bubble spray)
15. 最想跟誰過聖誕節：ehm... one gang in a crowd. or perhaps.. candice? lol
16. 有沒有起床气：recently i 早睡早起
17. 有幾個兄弟姐妹: 1 bro 2 sis
18. 最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：Gee- Girls generation (currently)
19. 最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：I gota feeling- black eyed peas... its a band? zz
20. 喜歡什麼顏色: White
21. 上廁所會不會先沖水：no normally
22. 愛不愛我: who are u ?
23. 喜歡男生還是女生：girls ofcoz
24. 最想大聲說什麼：EHYYYYYYYYYYY
25. 半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：yes
26. 上廁所會不會脫褲褲：no, we got zip one ma xD
27. 誰很欠打：Many people lor...
28. 現在很迷什麼：宫心计lol
29. 睡相很差：duno... like very lam gam.... lol
30. 現在的時間：1205pm
31. 是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：No , but i forget about it like make him angry lol sorry sorry..
32. 體重多少: 64kg something like that
33. 今天天氣：sunny
34. 你懷孕了嗎：no, but tummy coming out lol
35. 你若中樂透最想做什么: save for future investment hehe
36. 大學生一定要玩的活動：no idea, perhaps camp or ice breaking = = lame...
37. 如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色: black lol
38. 你覺得自己性格怎樣：fun stubborn lol

【點名單】
tracy
jie yun
sherlene
Weng Fai
chung ngee
carrie
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theen
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Tonight

" I gota feeling..... that tonight will be a good good night..... "

nonono... tonight felt weird.. usually in this time im already dreaming halfway , but tonight doesnt wana sleep.. tonight i had my dinner alone.
sometimes i quite enjoy being alone lol....
without other disturbance, interruption, and need not to care other's feeling..
is a kind of freedom, i can communicate with my own real soul...

but, being too long of isolated will cause loneliness which i everyone strive to get rid of =)

later, need to slap myself to wake up , continue to struggle for the remaining 8 sems,
try my best to pull up cgpa >_< altho is hard...
aihz, wana hav a wonderful uni life...

result

Yesterday got my degree first sem result.
Not satisfied. 2 subjects are under expected. I m so so geram about that >_<
Then xiao pig tell me think of appealing....
If success, get higher gpa, if fail, Rm100 each subject.... aw... hard choice O.O
Btw, ytd's utar portal isnt functioning well but i duno what happen i can log in in one second lolx...
so i help my friend, my friend's friend, my friend's friend's friend checked their results lol...
i found that checking results are fun lol.. not that nervous but they so nervous xD
i still talk rubbish there :" wa.. ur result... omg.... " play them ( so bad ) >_>
lolx.. aihs, next sem gona start, just taking 3 subjects. hope that it isnt a wrong choice of picking up 3 only.
how come my result like this geh.... should i play more to get better result like foundation zzzzz

-Friendship forever-

The thing i appreciate alot ,

is friendship.
Friends, share my joys and tears, are always there when i need them, when we hang out together, there are always happiness and laughter.
There are relationships, bonds, feels among us and we treated each other like brother.
Our memories always appear and flashes in my heart, do you all still remember what we hav gone thru together? I appreciate u all =)
Although we couldn't meet as frequent as before, although we hav separated, hope our memories could link us back here .

Besides those who listed, ofcoz there are other gang, friends that i take them as really true, good friends... well, i hope that im not acting one sidedly but u all treat me the same~






Ah, i dun have the sat lek pai de photo ... xD but never forget u are my top friend =)
朋友呀朋友，
虽然我们在成长的过程必须分离，
但愿当你有空歇息时，能够想起咱们美好的回忆~
也别忘了这个朋友。
“朋友一生一起走，那些日子不再有，
一句话，一辈子，
一生情，一杯酒，
朋友不曾孤单过，一声朋友你会懂，
还有伤，还有痛，
还要走，还有我！”