Kitz' Corner

intern 的生活

2011-11-28T01:06:00.002+08:00

在短短的三个月里已经过了两个月，
舍不得的并不是那拥挤的道路，繁忙的生活，
而是就快结束的大学生涯。。一旦结束了，就代表还剩下一个学期的大学生涯，

两个月前，抱着转换生活方式，增值自己的态度去面对这一切的转换，而最重要的，就是想着新的生活可以抹掉不开心的回忆。。

在两个月里，很庆幸可以认识到不少新朋友，也有些妈妈级的同事，给予我人生经验。。很感激那，买不到的知识。。

回首一切，该忘的仍然还未忘掉，看来需要更多的时间。。该追求的人生也有了一点头绪，要好好努力去实现我的人生。。

到了吉隆坡工作，面对不一样的人，才发觉在怡保的死党们是多么的好，好想对你们，我很想你们！
你们的笑话，你们的样子，你们那白目的眼神和笨笨的词句。。。是多么美好的友谊。。像德说的：好想回到那些年一样
猪朋狗友吹水乃是人生乐事！

我們變成了最熟悉的陌生人，
在夜里想起这句话，那个可以让我不由自主的你，那个可以让我不顾一切的你，
依然在我心底深处沉淀着。。

是时候学习更多东西，经历更多，
像九巴刀那：人生就是要不停的战斗！
就算过去是怎样，当作回忆就好。。
每个人都有自己那独一无二，专属的回忆。
谢谢你，让我的回忆增添色彩，我们一起努力！

2011-07-25T20:56:00.001+08:00

actually... im not .... obligated....
you can make me.... feel better...

2011-07-09T21:03:00.000+08:00

是环境，周围的事物，人物，打造了现在的我。

random night

2011-06-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

Today weather turn good. A lil bit sunny yet cloudy.
Awake at 11am, had dinner on my own and sleep again for like quarter of hour then went out again.
Not sleepy afterwards and went for class. Kinda tired after that, but no mood of sleeping anymore. =x
It is night time now, suddenly felt that im alone. The house is so silent. I did not want to turn on the music as it indirectly tell me that im lonely.
Kinda pissed of myself and felt "energy-less". It is because i keep doing the wrong thing, not being smart and witty as i always thought like. It is all wrong..
Im just think like im the one i think of, but actually it's not !

Dont wana touch academic-related stuff for now as im still on holiday mood, and also emo mood perhaps. Should i slap myself for a better tomorrow zzz

The differences between Good and Bad

2011-05-12T00:15:00.002+08:00

1.主导权
　　好男人：心甘情愿的被女人主导
　　坏男人：永远主导者，决定大部分的事物
　　
2.自信心
　　好男人：缺乏自信，做事情畏畏缩缩，不敢前进
　　坏男人：充满自信的男人才有绝对吸引女人的人格魅力
　　
3.神秘感
　　好男人：在女人面前如同白纸，什么东西都告诉女人，包括家里养了几只狗，那只会让女人更快的失去兴趣
　　坏男人：追求女人时要保持神秘感，越神秘的越让女人有兴趣去探知
　　
4.原则性
　　好男人：在和女人交往的时候没有原则什么都听女的
　　坏男人：坚定自己的原则立场，这样才能体现男人魅力，才能得到女孩子的喜爱
　　
5.态度
　　好男人：特别在意女人对他的态度
　　坏男人：把女人的负面态度甚者批评全部当成耳边风，不理会不在乎
　　
6.自我优势
　　好男人：畏畏缩缩，不敢在女人面前表现，错失吸引女生的机会。
　　坏男人：一开始就展现才能，赢得女人心，免得错失良机
　　
7.男人的外貌
　　好男人：自以为外貌吸引女人的主要因素，女人不喜欢我是因为我不够帅
　　坏男人：相信自信，幽默的人格魅力才是赢得女人心的关键所在。
　　
8.付出的代价
　　好男人：对女人无怨无悔的付出，不求回报
　　坏男人：不做没有效益的付出，干任何事情都是有代价的。
　　
9.绝对要爱自己
　　好男人：相信要爱别人比爱自己多，把女人的的喜怒哀乐放第一
　　坏男人：爱自己多与爱别人，自己开心最重要
　　
10.礼节
　　好男人：太礼貌，感觉像活在古代
　　坏男人：保持应有的礼貌和绅士风度，但从来不会拘束
　　
11.控制力
　　好男人：处于被控制的弱者，处处让着女人
　　坏男人：懂的女人是真正喜欢是对她有控制力的男人，
　　
12.察言观色
　　好男人：不懂技巧，常常做了不该做的事情
　　坏男人：懂得见机行事，知道什么时候该做什么事情
　　
13.甜言蜜语
　　好男人：经常说大实话，容易惹女人生气
　　坏男人：懂得多用嘴巴的功能，让女人神魂颠倒，心甘情愿
　　
14.识别陷阱
　　好男人：容易被女生牵着走，对方稍微善意的响应一下，就以为自己有希望，然后义无反顾被“利用”而不自知
　　坏男人：相信和女孩子相处时，不把她说的好话全当真，还要小心对方设下让他成为好人的陷阱。
　　
15.碰到阻碍
　　好男人：发现自己喜欢的女人有男朋友，马上放弃，或者痴心等待。
　　坏男人：发现对方有男朋友根本不在乎（结婚除外），在乎的是自己是否真的需要她。
　　
16.谁对谁错
　　好男人：被女人拒绝时，相信一定是自己哪里做错了。
　　坏男人：一定都是对方的问题。
　　
17.表白
　　好男人：喜欢用言语表白
　　坏男人：几乎不表白，懂得吸引女人，自然水到渠成
　　
18.面对失败
　　好男人：整天浑浑噩噩，不知所措，对生活失去希望
　　坏男人：泡妞是一种态度，胜败乃兵家常事，会从失败中吸取教训并找方法改变，以免下次再犯。继续寻找下一段恋情
　　
19.追求女生松懈的心理
　　好男人：找到一个心爱的女人后，她就是我的了自己就可以松懈了。
　　坏男人：恋爱是需要技巧，不到最后都不完全放松。
　　
20.吸引力（最重要的）
　　好男人：没吸引力
　　坏男人：强大的吸引力让女人欲罢不能

gg xD

exam days

2011-05-06T16:08:00.004+08:00

3 down, 2 more to go.
3 hard subjects were done, 2 easier one, no mood to study.
at this moment, keep think of something.. something about life.
life is so unfair.
some people are born to be rich.
some people are born to be good looking.
yet people in this world are realistic.
rich and good looking owned.
those who are poor and not good looking lost their advantages since they born.
why is it so?
no why, just fact,reality.
no wonder plastic surgery is getting famous and normal nowadays. thats why people willing to spend so much money and endurance of pain to accept the operation. yeah maybe it is kind of long term investment.

what about study?
im so lost now. what is the point of studying? for exam or for knowledge?
for me, knowledge. but the environment are corrupting the real value of study. forcing us to study for exams. people say you will get rich someday if you found a good job with your good result. let's compare..
1. born to be rich, enjoying everything without working hard on studying.
2. good looking one get higher pay or higher probability in getting hired although their result is not good like others.
3. strive hard in study, but not a must you may get good job and rich.

yeah this is life, unfair. rich and good-looking go first before everything.

perhaps besides studying there are something more important that we should do..tell me what is that. tell me the meaning of life, why are we living? to follow the human flow- being a baby, schooling, uni, get into society and work, retired and buy coffin?
FML

Sweet days

2011-04-22T17:43:00.003+08:00

my simple blog.. i time to fill your spaces..
kinda feel good recently~ although final is near, but all the flows are within the schedule!
most importantly,Not much to EMO lately !!
hope i can maintain this, today, tomorrow, and through out my whole life.

i hope you can do it too. =)

random

2011-03-19T02:19:00.002+08:00

努力又如何，原来用心和努力只是两个很渺小的factor. Luck and fate is a more affective factors !!
It's tough ! things never go smooth, obstacles still appears, failure is still a failure...
i started to learn. Don't take things for granted, appreciate everything. (before we leave the world !)
Oh, I'm nothing. Now i realize.
Oh, I'm glad to have some abilities so that i can have more friends?
Oh, be mature ! Whats the matter ? Who cares !
Oh, tests and assignments drive me crazy now...
time to study and stop this shitty post Y_Y

倒了

2011-03-03T20:19:00.002+08:00

Tall tall de ppl fall down. =( so suffer.. keep cold sweating.. sometimes feel burning sometimes freezing.. my gastric is like not feeling well and even vomit.. argh.. midterms and assignments due are coming and i fall in this period... am i able to cope with these!!
Well as long as it worth, i will be keep doing it !!

i hate myself

2011-02-22T01:20:00.003+08:00

i hate myself for being stubborn
i hate myself for being such a failure
i hate myself for being useless
i hate myself for being unskillful
i hate myself for being weak
i hate myself for being not good enough in other people's eyes
i hate myself for having a glacial heart !

3 Idiots

2010-11-21T18:47:00.004+08:00

Strong recommendation for this movie. Although it is indian's production, you can refer to subtitle and enjoy your 2 hour length movie! It is about undergraduate student life! which i believe everyone of us are in this kind of life now, you ll feel the message it is going to bring out for us ! Inspiring, motivating, touching ! Feel free to watch it ! 5 Stars movie =)
here is the link
http://www.tudou.com/playlist/p/a36222.html (thanks to yeantuck) =P

恋爱通告-后感

2010-09-12T04:39:00.002+08:00

好好看的一部戏，
有些人说不好看，可是我觉得很好看！戏太短，歌太短，不过瘾！
可能因为听了王力宏的歌，所以看的时候有起了共鸣！美，杜u_me，需要人陪，
当然还有“你不知道的事”！哇，好听到，而且他随手就可以弹起动人旋律。
不过他和刘亦非也发展得太快了吧？可能是知音的关系，所以心灵相通，发展也一触即发。。
当初，是他骗了她，她生气了；　
最后，她原谅了他，他们在一起了。
不懂现实生活中有没有那么完美的故事呢？
还是虚拟的才会完美吧？

王力宏好帅，如果我是女的会被他迷死吧？不过周杰伦也是很帅，两个都很好，都不懂做么人们要拿来比？
好像写句谚语，可是。。退步了-_- 算，睡觉～　

宽恕

2010-08-29T18:02:00.001+08:00

努力学习宽恕，原谅那错误；
不甘我们的爱死在半途

希望你能觉悟，我真的领悟；
伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆

给你

2010-08-18T02:55:00.002+08:00

看见你的踪影，我压抑不了我的情绪。。
我以为我可以压抑得了，可是我太差经了。。。
你看到了吗？请你回应。。。我还在等你。

小小鸟

2010-07-20T04:18:00.002+08:00

一只飞了很久的小鸟，选择了第一根树枝歇息。
可是这树枝承受不了鸟的包袱，断了。
鸟很累，也懒得飞，便随着树枝，倒在地上。
这鸟也内疚，因为它弄断了好好在树上的树枝。。。

谈情说案

2010-06-22T03:56:00.002+08:00

这套戏林峰在这戏叫kingsley, 好有型的名字，本身也是个物理科博士兼权威。帮助杨怡的小组破了不少案子。
在这戏里的他，整个神一般的，拥有财富智慧，相貌堂堂玉树临风，名门望族，还有什么可奢侈？
可是他在这集竟然说：原来我在处理爱情，人际关系，IQ等于零。他算错了，两个人加起来原来不是１＋１＝２而是有外界影响并构成答案的变数。
一个博士，在虚构世界，完美的他都彻底失败。。。。。
come sing sing the theme song.. "直到开始想喜欢我...直到终于不喜欢我.....直到碰上一个，逃避一个，追不上，躲不过......" ..................... ~_~ haih

omg labbit found her couple!! leave me alone in this S&A group, well im happy that you finally found someone who loves you and you are fall with. so sweet when i saw both you you posting comments and each other wall. ^^ i hope you will happy always with him and do not remember me after u get a bf !! btw i still blame you not telling me at the first moment! im gona make you treat me something as return!! rawr!

silent night

2010-06-15T04:11:00.002+08:00

Was planned to help someone with something end up watching drama alone till late night~ Later gona start tons of assignments which i hated the most which till the degree of i rather take exams (@.@).
hope my groupmates could help up ~ well i trusted my "secretary" who is carrie coz she did most of the job xD keep it up i will give you bonus someday !
Trying to update my blog so that it becomes a habit? Days later when i view back it could provide me sweet and sour memories that are valuable =)
One more thing, im still a failure guy T__T

准不准？

2010-06-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

星期六出生的男子(me)，是个不折不扣的个人主义者。他们十分独立，天生不喜欢拜托他人什么，凡事都会靠自己的能力完成。他们不希望成为他人的负担或压力，这种态度，
也充分的反映在感情观里。这一天出生的男人，能够接受的是独立自由的恋爱观，和情人维持如友谊一般的关系，即使若即若离也不介意。他们很懂得独立生存之道，也很能享受独处的乐趣。
这样的男人，能够自己一个人过得很好，并不太擅於与他人分享自己的心思和感觉，所以尽管表面上礼貌大方，其实一般人对他的了解，还是不多。
他的内心世界，对於许多人而言，永远是一个谜。个性十分审慎的他们，不会多表达自己的感情，所以也不要指望他会甜言蜜语。对於他人，时常存有戒心，心防很重，所以经常将感情放在心中，
处於单恋或暗恋的状态。如果你想和这样的男人交往，不妨多费点心，留意他的一些暗示，藉著言语和肢体动作上的默契，把握住机会，对他表白你的心意。

凄美的夜晚

2010-06-11T04:11:00.003+08:00

不知怎么的，今夜的我不想睡。。虽然已经深夜，却好无睡意。
那些无聊的昆虫显然向我挑战，向我施虐，在我的身体画上一个个的小红印，献上它们的初吻，都扫了两次，还是满地都是，真让人心烦。
此刻的我，在琢磨着人的想法，我到底是怎么想的呢？你到底要的是什么呢？怎么样才会能让我更了解自己？别要我做和尚，也不要叫我进基督教。
人应该随兴吧？可是随兴可能会伤害到别人；人应该谨慎吧？谨慎的人往往都会因想太多而错过什么。。人生怎么这么矛盾呀？
你可以够够力的影响我，可是。。我可以影响你么？我在你心里是什么位置呢？你是怕烦到我呢？还是我太烦着你了？

另外的，我的朋友遇到了第三人，我极力劝道离开他，因为她男友对她很好，实在是恩爱的一对！可是这第三人的出现，破坏了他们，而且这第三人，人人都说他的不是，可想而知他接近你是居心可测？也许我数他的不是你会不高兴，可是都是作为朋友的一些立场和看法。。。离开他吧，就算你做不到也得做，时间是最好的解药！别再越陷越深了！祝你天天开心！你可能看不到，只盼你能冲出迷障，做回可爱开心的你~！

还是睡觉了，又要扫虫 -.- 晚安~

i Wish

2010-06-07T14:16:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time not updating this blog.. Well fb does satisfy my needs and i dont emo as others so often... Indirectly, this is a channel for me to express when I emo.. >_>
What i have done since the last post, hmm guess just some ordinary lifestyle... study sleep play exam bla bla.. and of course relaxing sem break... I did meet up with some good friends and we did had fun playing badminton... karaoke.. counter strike too until late night... and also yumcha session that cant be missed out. Result released and i was not dare to view it .. well it was not that bad as i imagined but thats the worst after i got into utar. Hope this will be the lowest so that i can maintain my cgpa and get good job after i graduate. Like what my brother said they interview you and evaluate you by cgpa.. Although i cant boost up until first class or so but hope that it wont be too low for my future. After all i still care about my result..

Another thing thats worth to share is that i made some new friends in ice breaking this semester :D it was fun joining this activity and making new friends. This year's was so different compared to last year's one.. we had two trial game sessions which allow us to try ourselves before the event day and we did have fun during the trial ! we splash each other and finally we were all wet haha... On the event day we did have fun too i guess, even though it was tiring X_X . Naughty me still go for Abox and pool on the same day ! luckily didn fall sick lolzz.. Last night we celebrated allen and tec birthday~ it was a moderate size of gathering but unfortunately hooi nin went for some stuff so she couldnt join us. It was a fun night playing games with all of you~! some funny brain tricks? lol witty or dummy one we all had fun laughing each other! Sigh, hope we can maintain our friendship and we can be long last friend =)

Today morning lecture was Customer Relation Management... When the lecturer conducted, he talked about relationship with customers but well the whole chapter can be apply to couple relationship. I was so interested to see whether i can learn something to maintain relationship with others but at the same time someone is not responding to my initiates... i feel so down.. Am i fated to fail in love matters? I hate being passive and dumb... sigh lets get well soon..

why boy changes

2009-11-25T01:30:00.001+08:00

好男人的定義是甚麼？

壞男人的定義是甚麼？

你會知道

男人其實本不壞

十歲以前，他什麼都不懂，就不說了。

十三歲的時候，開始對女孩有好感，但是那時候他離女孩遠遠的，並且以討厭女孩自居，生怕被同伴嘲笑。

十四歲的時候，聽到大人們說某某男人好花，把女朋友甩了，女孩自殺了。

他覺得這人真狠毒，自己將來一定要做個癡情的男人，一定要一生只愛一個人。

十五歲的時候，他喜歡上了一個女孩，但是他不敢和她說。仍然和往常一樣，臟兮兮的在灰土飛揚的操場上踢球。只在女孩走出校門的時候，躲在二層的窗戶上看她的背影，他覺得她一定是個天使。

十六歲的時候，有個女孩喜歡上了他，但是他離她很遠，心裏面只有自己那個女孩，他覺得看別的女孩都是對她的不忠。

十七歲的時候，看了一個MTV，感動得想哭；他想，如果自己的女孩失去了雙眼，他一定會像男主角會毫不猶豫的把自己的眼睛給她，讓她能看到光明。

十八歲的時候，高考了。終於和自己暗戀的女孩分別，坐火車去學校的時候，感覺自己離她越來越遠，心像被掏空了一樣。還在想自己一定不會忘記她，等到自己成功以後一定要去找她。

十九歲的時候，聽到有人講黃色笑話，覺得這人真可恥。

二十歲的時候，她的回信中告訴他，自己有了男朋友。他為此偷偷的哭了一個晚上。

二十一歲的時候，他向一個女孩表白，女孩說：「你是個好人，可是我還小。」他想，我的確是個好人，然後他說：「沒關係，我可以等妳。」

心想，我不會像那些花心的人一樣，三年五年我也能等。

二十二歲的時候，聽說自己還小的女孩跟一個帥哥戀愛了。他很納悶，長大原來可以這樣快。

二十三歲的時候，他又向一個女孩表白，女孩說：「你是個好人，可是我並不適合你。」他納悶很久，我是好人，妳怎麼還不適合我呢？

二十四歲的時候，他又追求一個女孩，女孩接受了他。他開始很幸福的為未來拼搏，他想，一時的開心只是暫時的，只有努力拼搏，他和她才能有快樂的未來，但是，半年以後，女孩和他分手了，只是因為另外一個男孩會說讓她開心的話。女孩說：「你是個好人，是我對不起你。」

至此，他似乎明白了問題所在－－他是個好人！

二十五歲的時候，他開始墮落。打扮得時尚而酷，而且漸漸的學習著討好女孩的話。不久，他有了個女朋友，雖然他對她也很好，可是，他心裏知道，自己並不愛。

二十六歲的時候，他和女孩分手了。他對女孩說：「妳是個好女孩，是我對不起妳。」

二十七歲歲的時候，他嘗試了一夜情，發現別人能做的，自己也一樣。

二十八歲的時候，他學會了講黃色笑話，並且以看旁邊的女孩子臉紅為樂趣。

二十九的時候，他忽然發現自己變得很有能力追求到女孩，但是卻沒有了愛的能力。

其實每個男孩，本來都是想做一個感情專一的好男人的。

其實每個男孩，本來看女孩子都是看臉而不是身材。

其實每個男孩，本來都是不會講黃色笑話的。

其實每個男孩，本來都是渴望愛一個人直到永遠的。

只是，沒有任何女孩愛這樣的男孩，她們覺得這樣的男孩太幼稚，太古板，沒有情趣。

於是男孩開始改變，變成女孩喜歡的那種
嘴角掛著壞壞表情。

開始學會說甜言蜜語而不是心裏想說的話。

開始學會假裝關心，學會給女孩送小飾物討好她，學會如何追求，如何把握愛情。

或者看破紅塵，遊戲情場，成為女人很恨的那種男人。

他們可以很容易俘獲女孩子的心，但是他們也會在黑的夜裏叼著煙流淚。

心裏有愛的時候，沒有女孩；有了女孩，卻永遠沒有了愛的感覺！

當男人聽到女人抱怨世上沒有一個好男人時候，他們不會再去努力做個好男人，只是微笑著擦肩而過。

當你的身邊出現一個對感情傻酣酣　　也許生活沒有情趣

也許嘴巴不甜
也許囉嗦　也許長得不出色　也許對於自己感情執著

對於愛情充滿憧憬的男人

請不要再傷害他們...請不要再抱怨天底下的好男人都死哪去了

因為....他們出現時妳們不曾珍惜過......

-Tagged by TuCk- belated

2009-10-31T11:55:00.002+08:00

1. 我的大名：Sing Kit
2. 我的生日：28/04
3. 誰傳給你的：my dude bro tuck tuck xD
4. 說出五個好朋友：Fei fat, tuck tuck , burger, seng loon, caiching, (actually this is sensitive, i trying not to affect others X_X)
5. 生日想要得到什麼禮物：wallet, something meaningful made D.I.Y ly
6. 近期開心的是：peace recently
7. 近期壓力大的是: Sem 2 im like getting rot
8. 未來想做什麼：normal human lor, wana be top in my industry
9. 有沒有喜歡的人：no. love matter sucks
10. 同學會要回去找老師嗎：no gathering pun
11. 跟誰出去最幸福：My aiya brothers sisters
12. 如果你的兩個好友吵架了：It depends
13. 跟情人出去最想去哪: Stay home sleep lor
14. 聖誕節要做啥：Wish to visit genting again to feel the cold and artificial snow( bubble spray)
15. 最想跟誰過聖誕節：ehm... one gang in a crowd. or perhaps.. candice? lol
16. 有沒有起床气：recently i 早睡早起
17. 有幾個兄弟姐妹: 1 bro 2 sis
18. 最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：Gee- Girls generation (currently)
19. 最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：I gota feeling- black eyed peas... its a band? zz
20. 喜歡什麼顏色: White
21. 上廁所會不會先沖水：no normally
22. 愛不愛我: who are u ?
23. 喜歡男生還是女生：girls ofcoz
24. 最想大聲說什麼：EHYYYYYYYYYYY
25. 半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：yes
26. 上廁所會不會脫褲褲：no, we got zip one ma xD
27. 誰很欠打：Many people lor...
28. 現在很迷什麼：宫心计lol
29. 睡相很差：duno... like very lam gam.... lol
30. 現在的時間：1205pm
31. 是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：No , but i forget about it like make him angry lol sorry sorry..
32. 體重多少: 64kg something like that
33. 今天天氣：sunny
34. 你懷孕了嗎：no, but tummy coming out lol
35. 你若中樂透最想做什么: save for future investment hehe
36. 大學生一定要玩的活動：no idea, perhaps camp or ice breaking = = lame...
37. 如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色: black lol
38. 你覺得自己性格怎樣：fun stubborn lol

【點名單】
tracy
jie yun
sherlene
Weng Fai
chung ngee
carrie
yy
theen
wen

Tonight

2009-10-31T02:31:00.002+08:00

" I gota feeling..... that tonight will be a good good night..... "

nonono... tonight felt weird.. usually in this time im already dreaming halfway , but tonight doesnt wana sleep.. tonight i had my dinner alone.
sometimes i quite enjoy being alone lol....
without other disturbance, interruption, and need not to care other's feeling..
is a kind of freedom, i can communicate with my own real soul...

but, being too long of isolated will cause loneliness which i everyone strive to get rid of =)

later, need to slap myself to wake up , continue to struggle for the remaining 8 sems,
try my best to pull up cgpa >_< altho is hard...
aihz, wana hav a wonderful uni life...

result

2009-10-15T13:53:00.003+08:00

Yesterday got my degree first sem result.
Not satisfied. 2 subjects are under expected. I m so so geram about that >_<
Then xiao pig tell me think of appealing....
If success, get higher gpa, if fail, Rm100 each subject.... aw... hard choice O.O
Btw, ytd's utar portal isnt functioning well but i duno what happen i can log in in one second lolx...
so i help my friend, my friend's friend, my friend's friend's friend checked their results lol...
i found that checking results are fun lol.. not that nervous but they so nervous xD
i still talk rubbish there :" wa.. ur result... omg.... " play them ( so bad ) >_>
lolx.. aihs, next sem gona start, just taking 3 subjects. hope that it isnt a wrong choice of picking up 3 only.
how come my result like this geh.... should i play more to get better result like foundation zzzzz

-Friendship forever-

2009-10-03T22:03:00.008+08:00

The thing i appreciate alot ,

is friendship.
Friends, share my joys and tears, are always there when i need them, when we hang out together, there are always happiness and laughter.
There are relationships, bonds, feels among us and we treated each other like brother.
Our memories always appear and flashes in my heart, do you all still remember what we hav gone thru together? I appreciate u all =)
Although we couldn't meet as frequent as before, although we hav separated, hope our memories could link us back here .

Besides those who listed, ofcoz there are other gang, friends that i take them as really true, good friends... well, i hope that im not acting one sidedly but u all treat me the same~

Ah, i dun have the sat lek pai de photo ... xD but never forget u are my top friend =)
朋友呀朋友，
虽然我们在成长的过程必须分离，
但愿当你有空歇息时，能够想起咱们美好的回忆~
也别忘了这个朋友。
“朋友一生一起走，那些日子不再有，
一句话，一辈子，
一生情，一杯酒，
朋友不曾孤单过，一声朋友你会懂，
还有伤，还有痛，
还要走，还有我！”

Mid - Valley - LABBIT

2009-09-23T14:48:00.003+08:00

sem break sem break ,
after the management principle test i straight "chan" to kl for my sem break~
staying there for few days and i met up with previous classmate tracy aka labbit from me xD
due to her mis coordination, i hav been window shopping alone at mid valley for more than 1 hour =.= sien and watching those hari raya performance there... dong dong dong drum flute and duno what instrument.. >_<
finally she reached , ow, look at her, how come her eyes sooooo big ga???? wa she got make up wor, first time see xD but i didn talk about this with her lol~
we went kim gary to hav ... dinner? and we chit chat alot there, gossiping.. xD and telling our life story , she seems not having good life there =S hope she will conquer her course there ahahaha...
at last we separate at the ktm station, bubai to the labbit opposite of the platform there T__T
see ya next time hehe~~

Exam

2009-09-06T14:33:00.003+08:00

exam exam exam....
why no mood study geh.. my friends all say lack of time.. but i still enjoying my "holidays".. uh..
im not well prepared but not nervous tho..... haiz.. die dy la this time..
anyone , fast fast motivate me before everything go wrong.... T__T
woohoo... peugeot bestari206, nice ^O^
cut my hair yesterday... damn not yet get used to my look yet.. T_T haiz...

Feels

2009-08-28T16:59:00.002+08:00

Boring because of stupid modem couldnt connect to internet for few days....
then my life was so simple and dull... and i realise that i couldnt catch up information if i couldnt online ... wow...

Nervous because exam is around the corner and i havent start my revision. Y ? coz im lazy~
and nervous cause my coursework is worse... sobb... how should i get nice result with this coursework? omg... hopeless dy.. T__T

Sigh because raining season.. its cool but i dont have transport that can shelter me against the rain.. its either just burning under the hot sun or soaking under the heavy rain.. sigh...

Sad because i dont know how to communicate with people.. im such a boring and 'wood' person.. i duno how to make people happy.. and duno how to find the solution to solve your problem.. i m just worrying at a corner.. and start moodying when couldnt help... useless person i am.. thats my weakness and how should i get over it?

Happy because finally received call from yayasan... pending for he financial supply~~ woohoo.~~

低潮

2009-08-23T01:56:00.001+08:00

很多人问我为什么不update一下呢？
最近没什么东西好记的，生活过得蛮轻松。。
可是现在，正是人生摩天轮转向最低的时刻。。。

有感而发

2009-07-28T02:52:00.001+08:00

美好的东西，总不是真实的。。
别再发梦了，现实些吧！

摩天轮的传说

2009-07-23T17:15:00.004+08:00

摩天轮的传说

一个关于摩天轮的传说
一起坐摩天轮的恋人最终会以分手告终
但当摩天轮达到最高点时
如果与恋人亲吻
就会永远一直走下去
传说摩天轮的每个盒子里都装满了幸福
当我们仰望摩天轮的时候
就是在仰望幸福
幸福有多高
摩天轮就有多高
当我们渴望得到幸福但幸福又迟迟没有到来的时候
试著坐上摩天轮等待它慢慢升高
直到最顶端
俯视所看到的一切
其实我们所要的幸福很简单
从那里往下看
人都匍匐在脚下
我相信
世界很大
但总有属于我们简单的幸福
所以
当我们感到不幸福的时候
试著去仰望摩天轮
等待著所谓的幸福高度
他们说
眺望摩天轮的人都是在眺望幸福
我们仰望它的时候
是不是已经得到了幸福？
他们说，摩天轮的每个格子里都盛放着幸福。我很想和最爱的人一起坐上摩天轮，站在风的上面，开放属于两个人的幸福。
而现在我只能站在轮回下，仰望着幸福，然后低下头快步离开。也许我会一直都仰起头。他们说这样，眼泪不容易流下来。
幸福其实和摩天轮是一样的，转啊转啊，一圈又一圈的来来去去，没有停留，但是总是会义无反顾的回来，没有意外，也没有停歇。但是，我没有入场券。
所以，摩天轮幸福得很孤单。
有人说。摩天轮是为了和喜欢的人在一起。
才跨越天空而存在的。慢慢的。
天空的颜色。蓝。
摩天轮的幸福就象天空一样的高远。广阔。
它带给我们的幸福，是一种缓慢的，宁静的，安稳的幸福。
近在咫尺，却远在天边。
我们一直在努力。尝试着接近幸福。
天一样高的幸福。
摩天轮比我们先做到。
所以。
它成了我们幸福的化身。
天空的颜色斑斓得眩目。一旁安静的摩天轮饰演着安静。
默默地，给人们传递幸福。
幸福就象游乐场的摩天轮,要转一大圈才能找到,而且
是不能回头的...

突然觉得，摩天轮好有魅力，挺美的。。得空要去仰望摩天轮了。。
我的幸福呢？

Tg2 Double bday Celebration

2009-07-16T18:36:00.003+08:00

wah.... ytd munyee and sherlene birthday ~!
but since last night we let them hav celebration with their closer friends, so today we celebrated for them at kampar Abox.( no choice... its the only one).
19 total attenders~.... but some of them arent active....
and all keep make fun of me T__T later make ppl scare me then u all die liao....
anyway, we have fun and lots of climax there xD
and i captured the song sang by the girl gang shaking and "dancing" there...
and i named that file "TG2 甜蜜蜜" !!
wah ... this class......
i was so surprised when they sing so many hokkien song!!!
and ah ping rapped the song with many "bad and sexy" lyrics.. xD
btw good job coz u totally owned the girl gang !! xD

aiks... play play play.. haven touch QT and assignments haven done tim.. *slap*
在这里诚意送上-TG2-甜蜜蜜！！ (forgive me for the low quality )

malang lorzz

2009-07-13T17:13:00.001+08:00

Y that stupid yayasan perak want reject da retirement letter 2005 leh?
my dad 59 now, 55 retired that letter ofcoz issued on 2005 de ma!!!
how i survive this 4 years u need peduli so much meh.....
just approve and giv me da money la!!!!!!
ppl dont have payslip dont have letter also approve... i what also approve.... sien ... pik cik ah!!!
duno need do what again liao..... fan sei zzzzz

Tagged by tracy

2009-07-12T14:22:00.002+08:00

1. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
empty stomach >_< wonder why fat and ew not contacting me for lunch?
2. Would you consider yourself as a well-being person?
ehh..im evil xD
3. Have you ever visited an orphanage or an old folk's?
erm... long long time ago when cny and gave ang paos xD
4. Have you ever had a best friend who is trustworthy?
Yeah....
5. Do you want someone to be dead?
uh.... nope (currently) @.@
6. Do you love to go to school?
nope... i hate boring lessons
7. Who was the last person who texted you?
lets check... is ........yunyi omg >_<
8. Do you want any food to eat right now?
ya! im damn hungry
9. What are you doing right now?
bloggin lorrzzz
10. What are you thinking right now?
brain blank blank couldnt think of anything

11.List 15 lucky people whom you tag:
1. carrie
2. chin yoong
3. chung ngee
4. fat fai
5. jie yun
6. kailiang
7. kelly yap
8. li theen
9. mun han
10. sherlene
11. sian wah
12. tze kit
13. wen bin
14. yean tuck
15. yun yi

12. Is no.10 is your close friend?
eh.... we are classmates =)
13. Does no.3 know no.4?
nope.
14. Is no.13 single?
he is unavailable xD
15. Does no.6 love studying?
he study 24 hours each day
16. Is no.1 a genius?
hehe of cos she is.pro gamer lai de xD
17. When was the last time you chatted with no.11?
long time ago ..... last year ba?
18. Say no.5's characteristic?
haha.. she always HAHAHA and she s cute ~ xD sotong yun
19. What will you do if no.14 and no.15 fight?
impossible for them = =
20. Do you like being friends with no.2 and no.12?
one is my housemate/roomate another is my bro = =
21. Does no.7 have siblings?
uh.... forgot = =
22. Does no.8 and no.9 love music?
yes i think ...

Busy Days

2009-07-12T13:55:00.002+08:00

Just finish two hardest subject for me which are -- FInancial Institution Operation and Management Principle......
sigh... i did mistakes for both of the exam T__T
hope that i wont get tooo low mark for it >_<
busy studying most of the days for midtermsssss and doing assignmentssss...
it's like never end >_> ...
well sometimes after midterm TG2 have gathering and we talk alot of crap there xD
funny things such as : how to design ur motor to fetch gal ... why steven head dissapear when yong qiang fetching him..... why carrie like to listen the song sang by someone in our class.... the bus ticket giving ceremony.. and what else har? forget dy.... lol..
hope our relationship as a friend, as classmate will become better and better ~~ gambateh tg2!!
sorry fat and ew hs couldnt pui u all that frequently as previous jor T__T

Ehm.......

2009-07-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

我不笑的时候很凶吗？

Tired....

2009-07-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

Two days more its microecon mid term....
i haven start my revision.. no mood... i cant concentrate when i doesnt have the mood to study..
eeww.... assignments are driving me crazy.... i wont be that stress if assignment does not exist..
i began to know my classmates recently.. altho its already week 5-6 , but i still cant memorize their names and faces... omg... sigh..
but still we are trying to improve our relationship by yc ing hahaha...
hope that will break the ice and diminish our gap =)
sigh... lack of motivation recently....
who can motivate me please.... no motivation im like dead fish xD

bbq...

2009-06-29T15:37:00.002+08:00

Again, burger came kampar and we held a bbq~~
da damn security block us and copy down his car plate >_>
so efficient in doing this but not catching other thief...
well, for the bbq.... its just a normal flow... no climax and perhaps no happiness ? why? well, for me, i dont like those uninvited person...which spoil my mood and mess up the party..
ok , even you all came, but please dont do something you shouldnt do and say something you shouldnt say and act a prince that just came out from the castle..
i know you all rich, and very free.. but can please dont treat us like slave of yours?
we prepare the food, we organize, we solve other problems,but whats our reward? Eating the last few pieces of sausage ? bacon? or dolly fish? ...OMGWTFBBQ is this...
dont you just feel pissed of it? we prepare on the very beginning and clean up at the end, the "visitors" just sit at the road side chit chatting....
restaurant bbq huh?

well, good luck to burger for the competition ~~
today got my student id yay~~!

Tiring sunday~

2009-06-22T21:33:00.000+08:00

Wah, what a nice sunday..
today went for a marathon "Starwalk" that organized by TheStar annually. This year, the Tshirt's design isnt too bad...early in the morning, i barely crawl down from my king size bed... after brushing and washing.. my mum fetched me to stadium.. i ate two pieces of bread in the car since im running out of time.
The reporting time was set from 600 to 645am.When i reached there, it was already 630 and i couldnt find the place that non-competitors gather. OMG, i was so scared because my ticket for registration purpose was with my friend. I keep calling him but the line there was suck.. maybe too many ppl using phone? or Digi wasnt following me anymore T__T
well, we departed at 730am and there was thousands of people walking, running on the road.. I cant see the end of this people and the our ending point. i took about 1 hour and a half hour to finish this 10km journey.. not good nor bad.. xD since most of the time i was just walking.. but walking took me a lot of time. After i reached the stadium which was the ending point, i line up a queue for milo, and i meet my little "sis"~ She finished earlier than me and got two certs, (another one picked up on the floor) =_=
She followed me and her friend was following her =.=, after i had milo and 100plus , we went into the air-cond side, which the stage located and people perform. We chat a lot, telling our recent happenings and we had a happy moment ~ I m happy since i didn see her for a long time already.
She went back around 10am and i meet another person! Sy, haha.. another girl that i want to meet so much, uhm.... i didnt see her since the 6th form night rehearsal at st.. lol.. pity her, was dumped by her friends and sister.. haha.. wandering around with a newspaper xD.
Then i walk around with her and wait her mum to fetch her back. Aww.. im so happy to meet her too.. my good friend that share with me a lot.. hahax..
After she left, i called my mum to fetch me back. Before that, we went for lunch at ipoh garden south. I took a nap before going to watch my heng dai (burger) singing competition at parade. Wow, he performed really well, singing 坏人.. and he managed to get into top 20!! Omg, really proud of him... haha.. hope he can get higher achievement for the next round of elimination ~~
Argh, damn tired after ran 10km and standing 2 hours watching competition.. hope no muscle cramp tomorrow coz i gona cycle to school... T__T

westlake 的清晨

2009-06-07T11:51:00.003+08:00

今早，约好了玮芝，茵侨，jeffery, 和fei fai 去跑步。。平时懒惰的我，那会这么早起床。。不过最近好像要病要病，还是去运动好。。 7：10am 起床，梳洗完后，和feifai到security对面会合到了的jeffery和玮芝。。
不过茵侨还没到。。然后我就打给她。。竟然还没睡醒。。懵懵的说:嗯?嗯? 哈哈，然后她说她不去了。。哎哟放飞机。。
然后我和其他三人跑去sportcomplex..不过给警卫截住了。。哈哈。。只好掉头。。过后跑了一会儿，有人提议打篮球。。哈哈！我和fat去拿球，怎知球不见了~过后我们参小孩子玩。。哈哈。。他们超可爱的。。很好动。。
小小的，在篮球场钻来钻去。。很够力。。一直跑来跑去。我就很逊，连小孩都不如，不过我也有“出猫”，我利用我高高的格子，举起球，他们就没我符了。。哈哈！也算欺负小孩吧？
fat更厉害，ktar代表，站在篮底，一有球就进，还抢小孩的球，结果小孩大叫：你不要玩奸臭！！！哈哈！！
打了大约两小时，其中半笑时都是笑的。。其中有个光头的小孩特别搞笑。。有时还说：i like to move it move it .. 哈哈！！不过他很早就回了。。
玩了篮球我们还不够瘾，还跑去踢球，结果个个跑到气喘， fat 还给人爆龙门4粒！！哈哈
结果还是玩回篮球，还参多了几个人。。那场对方有两个女的一直站在篮板下等球，像门神一样，一有球就进，还很准呢~
天气很好，太阳还没睡醒，还没出来施虐，我们也很开心的享受westlake的清晨。。下次茵侨表放飞机啦~~~

Pillow Fight

2009-06-06T14:23:00.005+08:00

i was so tired and i felt hot that day.......
then ew sms me and ask me to cycle around westlake with them... ok.. i went their house....
then their house more hot.... but i saw huishi playing scrabble there.. then i sit down and play haha.... play play har.. suddenly ew looking for highlighter...
after she got one purple highlighter.... i felt something poking behind my back....
that damn stupid 弱恋 use the highlighter draw on my t shirt!!!!!
she ask: why the bear behind ur shirt no face one? i help u draw!!
omg!!!! then the pillow fight began... firstly... i FLG dy then i grab something and keep hit her head and she also screaming and yelling and defending and countering lol...
then fat fai also wana play and end up four ppl playing pillow fight there and ah gu sitting there watching us lol.....

fat fai (ridsect) owned ew(cockroach)xD

READDDDYYYYY~~~~~~~~

1st week of degree life

2009-06-04T16:46:00.002+08:00

hmm... 1st week of degree life.... i think it is the most relax week i could ever have for degree life... since the first week tutorial are not conducting , assignments haven start and lectures aren't that tough yet...
well... today is thursday and i have 3 more days from start struggling for degree...
hehe so gona plan well for my days... today i think nothing much i can do except yumcha again .... and keep laughing when dinner... thats torturing... i cant have my dinner "smoothly" and keep wana "shoot" out cause of laughing... well the ppl who keep make me laugh ofcoz is sei fei fat and yok laine again ==
woohoo .. tomorrow burger , dai ma seng, professor, yok tuck , dei b loon, caiching gona come kampar and we gona have party!!!!
we are going to have steamboat and bbq at my house hehehe..... hope they dont dirty my house ==...
and i think we gona hav war game splashing water lol.... i think we will use pail instead of little water gun... xD
waiting for them to arrive woohoo....
yawn... tired after playing dota with kailiang the pro and james the class rep xD
gona take a nap byezzzzzz ~~

gathering xD

2009-06-01T01:23:00.009+08:00

Wow.. just now i had a quite grand gathering with ice breaking group... why is it grand? because it consists of around 20++ ppl.. omg.. first time yum cha with this large group... well.. we combined 5-6 tables and im sitting at the end.. (the president place) lol... but the bad thing is i cant hear those conversation they chatting at the mid and the end of the tables ==...
anyway, we have nice chats and i knew few more friends because some were my group's member friend... the climax of this gathering was when sam and jazz grabbing the ice cream to eat... it was so fun watching this lol... they really use thier bull strength to grab the ice cream and finally the ice cream dropped and it was caught by fan the leng zai ~~! and he ate the ice cream lolx..... somemore we do stupid thing there like shouting yummmm shengggg... lol.. all ppl looking at us there hahax...
well i hope to have more gathering like this so that i can know more ppl and my networking will be better hahax..
unfortunately my hp run out of battery , just few photos taken SOB...

besides that i also went to irc to have my dinner today.... huiseh... full.. no place... me and fat ordered curry chiken rice and ew and yok shi ordered tomyam rice.. then we wait for a long time only the food come.. they keep shouting for thier hunger lolx...then the website can access and my card haven get wor. pikcik..

tml my first class start lu... start from 930am... aiks... after end jor then 6-8pm still got lecture... shit.. i hate this time leh... pls reset la ==

Orientation - Ice Breaking

2009-05-30T18:11:00.013+08:00

28/5 ice breaking.
woah.... ehy~! wake up 5 sumting in the morning to get ready for the ice breaking omg..
im a facilitator of ice breaking. and after last meeting, they expect each group will have 21 ppl. huiseh.. 1 faci take care of 21 ppl... so big responsibility... if they fall down or sick i faint.. xD
but luckily... that day only 16 of them attended... and the only two indians also absent ! how good... no need to speak english xD
after we introduced ourselves, we begun heading to heritage to find our respective comm -shinyee xD
we got her and got the first hint from her lol... then we start our games...
well... after lots of hard work running around whole utar and passing the missions, we managed to pass 10 stations out of 14 stations..
maybe im not a good faci, cant lead you all to get prizes... but i hope u all enjoy the game and i believed you all did have fun that day xD
zhen yan is a good leader and weizhi act as a very good assistant... her passion impressed us and keep motivate our team members lol.... that help me a lot lol..
and xiao min also did help me along the game....
tml we gona have a gathering at mm huahaha... hope that will be fun too lol...
some photos i snapped yesterday when they playing =)

Happy orientation week ~~

2009-05-28T21:45:00.008+08:00

WOWOWOWO..... orientation week... why its call as happy week?
because sch not yet started =.= no need attend class..
and burger came kampar to hang out with us..... well, kampar is just a small town and there is only few things to do here... and we did it all.. include.. cheong k at A BOX , fishing at westlake (night,...and with dead prawns..yucks>_<) ... , yum cha at mahamaju..., chor dai D(plain),... and UNO.... hmm.. what else.... oh ya... play basketball...and hang out to night market ... basketball... damn it... i so tall also cant play it well... >_<
walao.. basketball.. gik sei me... i so rarely get the ball already ... still wana block me from shooting ... one time is ok la... second time jump up smash my ball down wor...... wah!!!!! FIRE ALSO COME ..... hahaha... but im noob in basketball lor haiz.....

One night at westlake he burst out laughing when cant endure xDxD

Having ice kacang and limao ice.... go back with 整肚水 xD

Wana try yum cha with us? u can
try ice cream-sambal nasilemak..

Or prefer ice-cream egg? nasi lemak? xD playing with food there omg...

The Fat sitting on someone inside
Proton Wira omg!!!!

U see, the right hand side one is like 弱智儿童playing chor dai D wahahaha... laugh until stomachache... (=_=)

Hmm.. tomorrow ice breaking -rush hour !!
need to wake up 5 sumting... sien la.. sommore one faci take care of 20++ participants.. walao... 10 big eyes also hard leh... xD hope tomorrow will be also another fun day ~~

Friend matter

2009-05-18T18:55:00.000+08:00

Today went out to have dinner with ooi derek , lenken(leehom's brother/professor/ken), kengseng(daima seng). well, im bad coz i late for about half hour xD

we went munhan de crazy icecream but munhan wasnt there, if not we could have free meal xD
we keep chit chat there, until 9 sumthing and we decided to go somewhere else instead of sitting there. At last we went parade.. after i parked my car, lenken phoned dai ma S but the dai ma S put aeroplane and went back home dy omg!

nvm.. at last i have a nice chat and soul sharing with lenken and derek. We share our feel and our happenings around us, about friendship, fake person, malays, and today's malaysia xD
politic really an interesting topic but its quite dissapointing sometimes.. lol..but what we discussed the most is about "friendship". after one year of experience meeting with different ppl around us, we knew that a person could change alot for his own advantages. or maybe for particular aim. some even turn into a fake person, wearing mask all the time. sigh...

lenken is a good speaker and a good friend, im glad to know him =) . Going to have a gathering after fat fai back . I think it will be a super crazy night since lenken and fatfai is 2 super funny ppl lol...

on the other hand, lately i know a person. but this is weird. this person could separate friends into many catergory. for example, hp friend, sms friend, msn friend, real life friend. omg~
well , cant be denied there is some catergory about friend but this person separate till too clearly... its weird for me. why dont we simplify this, all of them is our friend =)

爱情宣言~

2009-05-17T19:57:00.000+08:00

幸福意外难求际，
完美可人易心仪。

ngek ngek .... anyone know what am i telling ?

Futsal day

2009-05-17T12:30:00.000+08:00

Today i woke up early.. crawl down from my king size bed.. that was 1pm, but im so unwilling to leave my bed.. T_T
but i had promised by brother to join them for a futsal match . First time entered the Extreme Park near my house,the environment is quite ok and the charge of the futsal is rm80++(forgoten).Well, the other ppl are my brother's friends, i dont know them at all O_O. Nevermind, i just wana have fun there since i have been lying on my bed and hiding in my room for a long time, time to exercise!!

woah, due to some technical mistakes, we had 11 ppl in total and its gona be uneven distribution xD
at last my team have 6 people. im kinda enjoy the match , and my performance is quite good even i didn play football /futsal for a long time xD
but sometimes, due to the relationship matter, i have to pass the ball to my brother's friend instead of heading to opponent myself =_= and mostly the ball will be taken aways by opponent after i pass the ball.. what a waste..

if i dont give face them i would have score many marks xD blablabla so hao lian .. =P
after 2 hour of running up and down, im sweating and tired like hell.. i should do more exercise -.-" .anyone , invite me for exercise or sport so that i wont grow fat haha.im interested in pingpong, badminton, football, jogging, basketball anything=.=

云顶之冷。。

2009-05-15T01:41:00.000+08:00

几天之前。。从云顶回来。。。干嘛上云顶呢？跟tc4有个小小的旅行团。。
不过玩到很不爽。。做么叻？因为根本就分成两派。。很讨厌这种分派的东西。。
不过，算了吧，他们都得去setapak了。。其实，这些早就预料到的。。如果不是顺便去探望云顶的朋友我才懒得去。。
言归正传。。当tc4的朋友都下山后，我一个留在云顶两天。。我以为可以约朋友聚居一下还不错。。可是，当tc4的人走了以后，心里立刻涌上一股莫名的寂寞。。很讨厌这种感觉。。

当天晚上，就和cindy吃了晚餐。。她是我云顶的干妈，对我很好，可是毕竟大家都很久没见了，见到既然高兴，不过话题也少了很多。。。我们吃了过后她便去做工了，我以前跟他们一起做工的情景，想起时也会泛起丝丝的微笑，毕竟是很难忘的一次经验。。
当她去上班后，我也独自走回宿舍。。一个人走在长长的走廊，云顶寒冷的气温，渗入我每一寸肌肤。。甚至到了我的心。。那冷气，为我的心铺上一层薄薄的冰。。。

过后我去见了我干姐，半年不见，头发长了，还交了个男友。。别人给她男友的评语并不是很好。。可是她那傻傻的个性就是不听别人劝。。不过还是得祝福她啦！！本来是跟她去吃东西小聚的，不过想了想，还是别做灯泡好，而且看得出那小气的男友已在给脸色了。。。=_=

那天以后，我也不想再去找朋友了，虽然说以前是同事，不过毕竟时间改变了很多。。突然也有种冲动不想再上去找他们了。。我宁愿把当时美好的回忆，完整不动的放在心里。。至少回忆是甜蜜的。。因为每次上去找他们难免有点失望。。不过，这次上去，candice请我吃了macD, 让我感到一丝温暖，可惜她只有一小时，而我也很珍惜这一小时。。谢啦！

其实，我们少了话题不是彼此的错，只是大家都在这一年多的时间度过了不少，不过并不是一起度过。。我并没埋怨，只希望我们友谊长存。。

有这样的心情，只叹“人面不知何处去，桃花依旧笑春风..."...
唉，无奈无奈。。。

new kick start....

2009-05-15T01:33:00.000+08:00

I deleted the previous "blog", its lousy? or should i say blogspot is more well-known among us...
and another thing is, i found that my previous posts have a lot of grammar mistakes xD =.=
well, i admit that my english is not that good compared to others, but i ll try to improve it .. seriously i prefer chinese than english hehe...

sigh, im doing nothign lately and its like kind of wasting time.. sleep late and wake up late.. but this kind of life only can be enjoyed when you are in "holiday". somehow, it is boring sometimes.. so please pick me out from my house and have some gathering out there hehe...

well gona pursue to degree soon .. alone.. no one same course with me !! >_<
gota face bunch of new and strange faces soon... but i hope can make more friends though...hehe